3 weeks

By aisyahj · February 6, 2010 · 0 Comments · 4 Views

Teacher A is tired and wonders if she will be able to cope for the next 2 months. What with the deadlines to be met. Welcome to life,Teacher A. It's not as smooth-sailing as you wished it would be. But well,at least this experience is surely something valuable. Somehow I just wished I have the authoritarian aura so that they'll be afraid of me(in a good way) haha.

Hence,please pray for her survival. What with A's results which is most prolly gonna be released in the first week of March(!!!!!!!!!!)

Anyway,this week Teacher A felt like a superwoman rendering assistance from her N class all the way to the Todd class. Best kan dah macam labour exploitation hahahahaha. No no, I'm not complaining yet. But fine,quick fill up the vacancies cause well, as you can see we really need more teachers. HAH HAH.

Love,
A for Aku surrender

I am still alive,thanks.

By aisyahj · January 22, 2010 · 0 Comments · 295 Views

Yes,I am still very much alive (when i thought i was gonna die,like seriously). Exaggeration perhaps, but uhm let's just pray for the best and hope i'll be able to do this for the next few months. Totally not used to this environment but i hope soon i will,insyallah. *idontlikeitwhenifeelawkward*

Ah wellzzz what can i say,life's tough but it has to go on.That's when reality sinks in and you've nowhere else to run but just face it.

Moving on,let me just upload recent pictures of mine here. Partly 'cause i'm plain lazy to rant (more like,it's been too messy a rant) and maybe also 'cause I've got not much to share hahaha pathetic.

But wait. This deserves special mention. Just last week,the parents bought tickets to the Rahsiaku Rahsiamu (anita sarawak-ismail haron) concert. Honestly,i was hesitant at first 'cause i was never a fan of them BUT having sit throughout the concert,i think it made me convert into an Anita fan hahahhaaha. Her dance moves were still off the charts and her humble plus witty persona really really made me look up to her. (I was laughing throughout,she's a natural entertainer i tell you) They obviously deserved the standing ovation. (yah i talked like one makcik a fan but serious,you have to be there to get what i mean kbye)

That aside, i think i need a curhat session pronto.

I am still alive,thanks.
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Perhaps...

By aisyahj · January 16, 2010 · 0 Comments · 3 Views

Perhaps I'm just a little overwhelmed.

Perhaps I totally didn't see that coming.

Perhaps I just have to be strong,learn to take control and I'll do just fine.

Perhaps I should just stop being afraid of the thousands possibilities.

Perhaps I shouldn't think of the worst and get terrified of that.

Perhaps I'm just not cut out for this.

Perhaps I just need a little more time to get rid of the awkwardness.

Perhaps I should just stop crying.

I'm gonna survive this,insyallah. Have faith,have faith. I am really in need of Your guidance. God is Great. (:

ps.sorry but i just need to let this out.

And the reason is You

By aisyahj · January 11, 2010 · 0 Comments · 2 Views

Yay now I can go to bed with ease,plastered with a smile on my face.

Cause Aizat's Pergi won AJL. Cause only God knows how much I loved the English version sung by him,I Go. Cause his performance was so sentimental and made me emotional, heh. Cause i think he looked cute just now. Cause his voice is so so so so soothing,I swear.

Ah. Why you so cute,Aizat? But thanks anyway you made my day. A splendid way to complete my day.

Goodnight! (sure do)

How old are you? You look like... Pffft!

By aisyahj · January 10, 2010 · 0 Comments · 9 Views

I was scrolling through my  phone contacts (out of boredom) and wondered if people in this list (besides friends & families) still remember me IF we happened to bump into each other in the streets. Cause fact is, I hate it when I bumped into an old friend/mate I knew from somewhere and really wanted to smile BUT hesitated 'cause well,uh,he/she didn't seem to recognise/acknowledge me? I feel like -.- and more -.- -.- -.- feels like there's a loser sign on my forehead,yes.

Anyway today was supposed to be productive but okay yeah we were but not the way we want it to turn out to be.

BECAUSE AN ANNOYING NYONYA JUST HAD TO DEMORALISE US BY UNDERESTIMATING OUR AGE (in an insulting way,I feel) AND INDIRECTLY SAYING THAT WE DO NOT HAVE THE COMMITMENT TO THE JOB,WHICH ACCORDING TO HER IS NOT A CASUAL ONE.

As they say,everything happens for a reason. Very well then,i guess it's a blessing that i'm not gonna be associated with you in any way. *evil smirks*

its okay,thee shall not give up. The search continues on Monday! Haha.

XOXO

 

hi there you cute Starbucks guy [:

By aisyahj · January 8, 2010 · 0 Comments · 5 Views

 

Had a good good time with my gorgeous Badratul Habibah yesterday. Thanks for the Sherlock Holmes treat,sissy! Love you much! It felt so good to sit,drink and talk about everything (from those kentzz primary school days,to our future dreams & ambitions,to getting married,to oogling at cute caucasion guys & of course the Starbucks guy hahaha) I want to date you out again please! Missing you already ]:

Anyway.

  1. Ouch, I really WANT NEED my student fare again,pronto. (I NEED IT,NOT WANT)
  2. I am so annoyed at my hair for growing at a snail's pace. Please grow faster thanks!
  3. I freaking need a job! Being unemployed is so not cool,yo ]: ]: $$ still not falling from the sky,how sad.
  4. I hope I shed some fats & weight by doing the housechores everyday. I seriously hope so.
  5. After some researching,I thinkI quite like LimKokWing University. Heh heh. Must be Tari Tirana's influence.

 

Gotta go now.

ps. anyhoos,we were at Marina Square's Starbucks (:

Welcome to the life of an unemployed

By aisyahj · January 6, 2010 · 0 Comments · 170 Views

For once,I felt the joy of doing the house chores. Sweeping. Vacuuming. Mopping. Albeit I was perspiring like someone who went for a 2.4km run,I thought I enjoyed cleaning up the house. Haha. For someone who's sucha lazybum before this,who kept coming up with excuses to escape doing all kinds of house chores,I deserve a pat on the back. Ah wells. There's always a first to everything. (:

So yeah. Welcome to my life as a part-time bibik! (emang gue pikirin) Besides the aching hands,I guess I don't mind keeping the house neat & clean. For now,at least.

Cheers to another step closer to being the perfect daughter-in-law. HAHAHA DREAM ON.

But I still have to learn how to cook now and then make fingerlickinggood dishes for the family. (Y) (Y)

Time for a change! Ah wells. It's 2010,baby.

Welcome to the life of an unemployed
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Make subway in SG halal

By aisyahj · January 4, 2010 · 0 Comments · 1 Views

I predict a very bad cough and flu.

Despite that,I am still craving for Subway's chocolate chip cookies and Auntie Anne's pretzels.

But then,my diet starts tomorrow! ):

Hi 2010,please be nice to me

By aisyahj · January 1, 2010 · 0 Comments · 3 Views

Hello 2010. Hello friends. Hello Kuala Lumpur.

So here I am in KL for a short getaway. Where I tend to binge. For aplenty reasons.

When I'm stressed up,I'll binge. When I binge,I'll get stressed up.

This vicious cycle is killing me I tell you.

Speaking of which,I tried Kimchi Ramyeon(Kimchi noodle) for dinner. I passed. That's it, I'm going Korea.

Anyway I hope I'll get to meet my Anuar Zain here.

xoxo

Flying on a jetplane

By aisyahj · December 31, 2009 · 0 Comments · 117 Views

Its already past midnight,which means that it's already the New Year's eve. So much has happened in 2009 and I should be glad that it's leaving soon,but somehow I think I'm definitely gonna miss it. For different reasons.

2009 has been an eye-opener for me,in many aspects. I learnt a lot. About Friends. Family. Ambitions. Dreams. Reality.

Life is tough indeed but I guess I learn to appreciate more now. For the presence of friends who understand,stayed by me throughout and appreciate this bond we have as much as I do. Thank you Allah. Thank you my loves,you know who you are.

I'll be celebrating 2010 in KL. Will be leaving in a few hours already. New years resolution? Still having doubts of coming up with a long list of it 'cause being the ultimate procrastinator I am(HEH HEH), I bet I can almost never get to fulfil them. Now that sounds like a pessimist bye.

But well lets make this short. This 2010,I hope:

  • I'll be more healthy & gain stamina (in other words lose weight HAHA);
  • I'll earn more buckarooos;
  • For more POSITIVE VIBES & HAPPINESS & LOVE

 

And maybe... just maybe..I hope to get myself a boyfriend? HAHAHAHA OH TIDAK.

And one of those that remains unfulfilled (& most prolly will remain as far as i'm concern, haha) is the classic:

  • To be a better daughter,sister,friend & muslim (zzzzz same ole,same ole! -.- )

 

BUT HEY I'M REALLY WORKING ON TO ACHIEVE THIS OKAY! TRUST ME.

Everyone must've been listing down their new year's resolutions. But I'm just plain lazy to do a serious one. But then again. I might list a personal one soon. Not now. Cause well,A is for ambtious therefore I feel the need to set goals for myself. (ZZZZzzzZZZZ I talk too much)

Anyway, the 3 of us had a good Curhat session today and I'm glad we did. Whatever happens,all I know is I would never wanna lose you girls.

To hzm-hnf: Somehow I'm amazed at how you handle all the emotional turmoil you experienced. I'd say it's a little too much for you and you don't deserve this. But I know at the end of the day it's not your loss. May the positive vibes be with you always, honey <3 We'll be there for you when you need Curhat sessions okay. For you:

"Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are."

This is a seriously long post. I feel so whiny. But anyhoos HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! 2010 WILL BE A BETTER YEAR,I BELIEVE.

Flying on a jetplane
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