I SURVIVED THE ORDEAL! :D

Just came back from Kak Ayu's wedding. Tired as shingz. But CDM was dope.The wedding dais was pink-ly gorgeous. (Ibu I wanna get hitched toooooo!)

But because of too much walking and helping out,kaki pun dah mintak ampun. My feet are in agony. Dang the heels.

Anyway,pictures soon. Project Freedom starts tomorrow! (:

Forget about wanting to post only AFTER 20TH NOVEMBER (so much for 3 weeks later,haha)

That's because I really can't wait for this Friday's Econs Case Study paper to end. 1645. and i think i can rip off the entry proof there & then. Even though i think i pretty much screwed up the Essay paper. Sigh ): I am so angry at me myself and i. Sigh. I really am so angry at myself.

I think i'm getting a little distracted already. So many things in my mind,mostly about the Post-A's plans. Yeah,time for Project Freedom. Whatever,but point is. There's a 1001 things on my to-do list. Catch up on Korean Dramas,kite-flying,photo shoot(s),cycling,karaoke,shopping and the list goes on... Which explains why i'm in a state of distraction now. Urgh,one more paper seems like one hundred more!

I'M GONNA BE MENTALLY DRAINED!

Sometimes,I wonder how I manage to survive this ordeal. And make my way out,ALIVE. Haha i sound so negative (-) And pathetic. Bottomline is,can't wait for THIS to end. Waiting for 20/11 1645 is so stressful you knowwwww. Sigh.

Okay but besides that,rest assured that you'll see a positive (+),happy,jubilant (& yang sewaktu dengan nya) post come this Friday. You know,those "Throws confetti" kinda thing. Then again,I don't think I should be too overjoyed,no? Somehow I don't quite like this aftermath feeling. Not even one bit. ):

But whatever. No matter how fuckstrating this is,endurance's the key :D

ps. Yay,Lions against Thai 1-0! (because i'm cool like that,i love the Lions. In your face, Robson!)

Annyeong!

So it's already November. Gotta keep going until the 20th,after which it's gonna be time to rejoice! Hang in there,friends! (:

First things first,

HAPPY LEGAL 18TH ATIQ!

(finally eh! haha) yay to m18! Surprised or not by the midnight call from us? Better be ah! HAHA

Okay so before i'm taking a break until A's is over (for real),here's what I've been up to besides revision:

TARI TIRANA!

My current favourite,for many reasons.

Mamat Bangla as he may look,his body is to die for!

(And NO he's so totally not a Mat Msia 'cause his Spoken English is flawless,really!)

His body,his awesome dance moves,his smile. Neo. How can I afford to miss this every week?!!! ORGASMS MUCH!

Somehow,I wish I was like Tirana. (Cause it makes me wanna fall in love,seriously)

So sorry, but sometimes I can't help being a little Malaysian. Like it or not. Haha. But this series is so freaking addictive! I mean like seriously,x bedek! hahahahahah whuaaaat was that?!! Eh. It makes me feel happy posting this.

But. If only I had my own Neo... ):

Till then,

See ya in 3 weeks time!

Whoooo congrats Rossi you're awesummmmmm! Yay to ze Champion :D

Do me a wheely!

Nezt up, a few of my other favourite bikers (:

Dani Pedrosa (now tell me isn't this Spaniard such a heart-throb? *cue Mariah Carey's Obsessed*

And here's Casey Stoner. Adorable right!

If I could,I would... (ride a Repsol or an Aprilla or a Yamaha,but dang)

I WANT TO BE BIKER!

Right. Before I get back to work (revision),i have to let this out first.

To all Liverfools fans,just shut up thankyou. There's still a long way to go. It's alright Fergie,we still have faith in you (:

2-0. Big deal.

So now Benitez's not gonna be sacked. Darn.

Feels so empty. The parents brought Rif along to Pontian to pay a visit to a relative who's going on a pilgrimage soon. So here I am,idling away alone at home still not having the urge to do sth productive,yet. I feel so empty. I need my quality time with Mom. ): It's been quite some time and I feel really bad 'cause it seems like I've been neglecting her especially so ever since I started to have my overnight study at T3. As much as I really want to spend one whole solid day with her,I can't seem to find the time nor the energy to do so.

I don't like to be left alone at home (even though there's the Tante,it's not the same!). The feeling is so shingzzzzz.

On another note,sometimes I wish he'd understand that not all things will go HIS way. Life's about us,it's about we,and not just ME. I'm not some dumb robot you can control and let YOU have YOUR own way. Yes,I do not have as much tolerance and I know that. It's a wonder how M has the patience to face this. No wonder she keeps telling me i've not even passed half the patience level. I NEED TO BE MORE LIKE M,AND LESS LIKE MYSELF. (at times,haha)

Wtfish i sound so petty and pathetic. BUT no i'm not asking for sympathy! Just another konflik dalaman (internal conflict) so yeah you can actually give this entry a miss. Not worth your time reading. Haha.

Hang in there,spare me a little more space. This part onwards,it's worth reading (!) cause Lee Minho is in town!!!!!!! But because I go by the saying that "In order to succeed,you have to make big sacrifices." And so I'd take this as a BIG sacrifice and decided to change my mind of greeting him at the airport this noon or even all the way to Plaza S'pura in the evening. Yes as much I'd be very very disappointed not being able to catch my sunbae live,i had to. I redha ):

I know he understands. He'll tell me the very same thing:

"AJA AJA HWAITING!"

I want this to be over and done with.  Just a few more weeks!

But then again...

Am I trying my best?

"If I had one gift that I could give you,it would be the ability to see yourself as others see you, because only then would you know how extremely special you are."

Today is by far, the best day with 08A02. Volleyball has never been so much fun. Having shower together with Clique 6ix plus Jm,Cheryl & PJ after that was even much more fun. Much photo taking today,expecting an overwhelming demand for photos tomorrow. Hahaha. I love you girlsssssss (:

And so,tomorrow is graduation.

Cliche as it sounds, but time really flies

I hope I won't cry tomorrow but if Sha cries (which i think she would?), I assure you so will yours truly. haha. I will miss so many things in college,thats for sure.