2011 to 2012. It used to mean so much to me, what with the list of resolutions I would come up with and such zest to start a new year altogether. But now,it's just a change in those figures. 2011 + 1 = 2012. I have given up on resolutions (well,sort of). And waking up to 01.01.2012 would just mean to be thankful to wake up to a fresh new day.
So,resolutions aside,here goes.
If you ask me what's my favourite/most memorable Sunday of the year,I'd say...Sunday afternoon Jam. The ONE day trip to KL just to catch Hujan at Mist Club Bangsar. I've never regretted that decision,never. Hujan boys, thank you for being so awesome <3.
If you ask me what's my favourite/most memorable vacation of the year,I'd say...Jelajah Indonesia Bali Bandung Jakarta,just the 4 of us ladies. Possibly the best vacation. The undescribable,best. yes.
If you ask me what's my favourite/most memorable concert of the year,I'd say...Avril Lavigne's Black Star Tour (ask my cousin how crazy I went singing to ALL her songs. i might've scared the people around me too lol. Anyway, I bumped into AG after the concert hehehehehehe happiest girl that night :D)
If you ask me what's my favourite/most memorable purchase of the year,I'd say...Ukulele. My current bestfriend.
If you ask me what's my favourite/most memorable summer job of the year,I'd say...Harris Bookstore. Worked for a month or so but the people there are really nice & fun to work with! It made me not mind the distance from home & the juggling between school camp and work. Misses!
If you ask me what's my favourite/most memorable media experience of the year,I'd say...SATU FAMILI 2! Eliminated or not,we have grown so attached to some teams who are really worth remembering! and all the fun & madness...boy,i do miss them despite the swearing & all! the best experience i can ask for
If you ask me what's my favourite/most memorable event organized this year,I'd say...Ilsa Tari's Contengan Hidup. My first as an exco. mistakes done but definitely,i have learnt a lot. i had taken in all the positivities and that's what matters. it made me love my SyaCube more.
If you ask me what's my favourite/most memorable activity experienced this year,I'd say... Scuba diving. Water sports ftw! i want more!
If you ask me what's my favourite/most memorable book read this year,I'd say...Khalid Hosseini's A Thousand Splendid Suns. It's really such an interesting and enlightening read in many possible ways!
If you ask me what's my biggest regret of the year,I'd say...there was once when i had gotten into a huge tiff with mother and it got really ugly. it was bad. very bad. *erase from memory
If you ask me who's the person I'd like to meet & eventually did this year,I'd say...Anuar Zain!!!!! OH MY ALLAH I ACTUALLY SHOOK HIS HANDS AND HUGGED HIM AND AND HE WINKED! Can't forget how he winked at me lololol. I can;t help but smile to myself (may appear retarded but who cares) every single time i replay that moment. Never mind that I wasn't supposed to ask for his autograph during the phototaking and got sarcastic remarks from the hosts but who cares,do you know how long i've been wanting to meet him?! dyou know if i'll live to get another chance to meet him? ok not angry just annoyed when i think back haha. but this,is definitely memorable to the power of inifinity!
If you ask me what's the one thing I wished I could change in the year,I'd say...ability to manage time efficiently. in short,procrastination kills. period.
If you ask me who's the person who has inspired me this year,I'd say...Fynn Jamal.
This sums up my pretty hectic and messy year. I have always been thankful and grateful for what is blessed upon to me, despite the many setbacks. Yes I admit sometimes I forget to thank Him just because He doesn't grant my prayers but I guess...He has his reasons & I shouldn't be questioning why. There are reasons why things happen.
I have also always wished to be a better person year after year but in reality it is much harder to be better. Really.
And lastly, at 20,I'm still single. (what's your motive AJ,lol) But really. WHERE ARE THE NICE GUYS IN THIS WORLD! (padahal....okay whatever. shut up. who am i to talk about love haha i'm a joke.)
Anyway I really feel like travelling the whole world and never come back to this tiny little island. Then again........
TOO AMBITIOUS.
I feel suffocated here. No education,you're doomed. And it's not something that I excel in. I have never been an outstanding scholar,or student for that matter. And as much as I thought I'd like to be,I don't think that would ever happen.
I just want to end up doing something I really love. Tired of always being not good enough.
LIFE IS TOUGH.
With that,have a blessed 2012 everyone! Never lose hope! Have faith,you'll never know what God has planned for you!
Lots of love.
hugs and kisses*



















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